I know you don’t understand what I go through on a daily basis so I’m going to shed a little light into my world. I wake up every day feeling ugly, feeling fat, feeling disappointed and disgusting. I struggle daily with the scale and fighting the urge to stand on it every chance I get. It’s an addiction and I understand addictions. I have my own addiction which is fighting with my horrible thoughts of myself in a daily basis. Have you ever woken up in the morning and felt like you wanted to be in someone else’s body, someone else’s mind? I wake up like that all the time.. I fight with what I see in the mirror, I fight with what I see on the scale and I fight with the judgmental thoughts of myself all the time. I know it doesn’t make sense, but it’s still how I feel all the time.